When I lost Jessica,It took so much out of me that I didn't even want to try anymore. I still to this day almost a year later can't really see a reason to keep fighting. I love[d] her so much, that she had the power to crush everything about me with just a single word. But she probly didn't even know that. She was mine before she even knew it herself. And right before the end she said "yes" to the idea of Us. So she will always be mine. The way she looked when we kissed, the way she said "i love you", the look in her eyes when she said it.